Let's fade "together" (Encore)

Once you have loved someone this much you doubt it could fade despite how much you'd like it to
God, how you'd like it... You'd like it to fade

Let's fade together (ha!)
Let's fade forever

Walk away

Swapped my innocence for pride...

Can't turn to see those eyes as apologies may rise.
Must be strong, stay an unbeliever.

Why don't you walk away?
No buildings will fall down,
No quake will split the ground,
The sun won't swallow the sky,
Statues will not cry

But then...

As you walk away
My headstone crumbles down,
The Hollywood wind's a howl,
The Kremlin's falling,
Radio 4 is static...

Louise knows best

"Well, you get what you settle for."

- Thelma & Louise (Dir. Ridley Scott, 1991)

“I was never enough for you"

"You never loved me. You just loved how much I loved you.

I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING. You gave it all away".

- "Mother!" (Dir. Darren Aronofsky, 2017)

I'm better

"When you got the personality, you don't need the nudity."

- Mae West

Every now and then...

Once upon a time I was falling in love,
but now
I'm only

falling a
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The agony of going through my music library

A. S.... He loved this band, and I introduced it to him.

B. I....  White Wedding... And I wanted to get married to him someday (you fool!).

B. R., the band we saw together at that festival (although he wouldn't remember it).

Listening to B. D.'s Hurricane at the Little Car while we were on our way to Pomegranate City.

Me playing that Brazilian band whose initials are C. S. S. whenever I pleased in the exact same place.


Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Total depravity

There's total depravity staring back at me, standing right in front of me.

I try to look away and I fail.

I asked them "What went wrong?", and they said "It's been there all along".

I try to look away and I (miserably) fail.

As days go by

Hold you tight, keep you cool. Going mad, you don't know what to do

Do I need a friend? Well, I need one now

All you've done, you've done for you... All I gave, I gave for free

You gave nothing in return and there's little left of you

In red-eyed pain you're knocking on my door again, your crazy brain in tangles pleading for my gentle voice

Those storms keep pounding through your head and heart. You pray I'll soothe your sorry soul

All the days of your life... All the days you owe me

Here's to the fools who dream

Por todo aquello que pudo ser.

Pero no será.