Full stop.

After countless texts.

After hundreds of hugs.

After tens of never-ending calls.

After endless wandering around.

After many non-painful ear piercings.

After 10 dots that exemplify many dots more.

This is the end. Und ich möchte ein Eisbär sein.

Weil Eisbären müssen nie weinen...

Oder?

Definitions

"Gift of love, to one who wishes love."

-OF OF WW

That effing look

I never thought that I could be so bold to even say these thoughts aloud
I see you with your gal, your eyes just shine while she stands tall and walking proud

That look you give that girl, I wanna see looking right at me
iIf I could be that girl Instead of me, I'd never let you down

It always seems like you're going somewhere better than you've been before
While I go to sleep and I dream all night of you knocking at my door

That look you give that girl, I wanna see looking right at me
If I could be that girl instead of me, I'd be all I can be

I'm nothing like what I'd like to be, I'm nothing much I know it's true
I lack the style and the pedigree and my chances are so few

That look you give that girl, I wanna see looking right at me
If I could be that girl instead of me, I'd give you all I got

I never thought that I could be so bold to even say these thoughts aloud
But if, let's say, it won't work out... You know where I can be found

That look you give that girl, I wanna see looking right at me
If I could be that girl instead of me, I'd never let you down

I'd never let you down

Second parts were never good

Don't leave, I want you to realise when I'm gone

My My, you are the only thing I wanna own 

Don't leave, when you're lost in a moment, I'm home

I'll try to make you realise when I'm gone

Le vent et la vie nous porteront

Ou, c'est ça la question.

Mais ils nous porteront, et c'est ce qui compte.

Et à la fin, nous sommes comme des particules suivant un mouvement Brownien aléatoire.

On peut danser un moment avec une autre particule, mais tôt ou tard, elle suivra son propre chemin.

J'ai dit, mec.

White sugar

There's sugar on your soul
And you're like no one I've known
You're the light from another world

You swallow me whole
With just a mumble, "hello"
And it breaks my heart to like you
Breaks my heart to like you...

BAM!

You've been impregnated by Jimmy's stare. There's nothing you can do to help it.

Anxiety

Premonitional paranoia
You annoy her, with your hesitation
It's not good to see her if you're up to leave her
Human order, limitations

Why'd you have to go and be so beautiful inside
Don't you know it's torturous?
You have got some big charisma
But to our senses we are all astray

When you're in my head

Now is all we have. May you all make the most of it.

— Josh Homme

Does anyone ever get this right?

I want God to come and take me home
'cause I'm all alone in this crowd
Who are you to me? Who am I supposed to be?
Not exactly sure anymore

Where's this going to?
Can I follow through?
Or just follow you for a while?

Does anyone ever get this right?
I feel... no... love

Ain't no confusion here, it is as I feared
The illusion that you feel is real
To be vulnerable is needed most of all
If you intend to truly fall apart

You think the worst of all is far behind,
the Vampyre of time and memories has died
I survived. I speak, I breathe, I'm incomplete
I'm alive - hooray!

You're wrong again, 'cause I feel... no... love

Gone away when you had not even arrived

Maybe in another life I could find you there
Pulled away before your time, I can't deal... it's so unfair

And it feels like Heaven's so far away
And it feels like The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Leaving flowers on your grave show that I still care
Black roses and hail Marys can't bring back what's taken from me

And it feels like Heaven's so far away
And it stings now The world is so cold
Now that you've gone away


XSC - Jopetas.

Psycho-Fanta

"We lose more women to marriage than war, famine, and disease."

- Cruella DeVil (101 Dalmatians, 1996)

Seldomly

"Well-behaved women seldom make history."

- Thatcher Ulrich

Quaint

"I admire all that quaint, old-fashioned politeness; it is much more to my taste than modern ease; modern ease often disgusts me."

- Jane Austen, Emma

Reuben

"I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich.

I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts.

I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes.

And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night."

- When Harry met Sally (1989)

Nico's

When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind

G-L-O-R-I-A

"It's only once that you accept that life is a tragedy that you can start to live".

- Gloria Vanderbilt

De battre mon coeur s'est arrêté

We will pray,
Pray with me
We can bring her back
Pray, remember me


Hen morghot, glaeson...

Portokalos

I know that you say: I get mean when I'm drinking, but
Then again sometimes I get really sweet, so, what does it mean?
If I tell you to go fuck yourself or if I say that you're beautiful to me

It's affection, always
You're gonna see it someday
My attention for you
Even if it's not what you need

Sometimes we talk all night long, we don't shut up
And when it's late, we'll say: we're still wide awake so...
We love to talk about how you'll come up to visit me and we'll rent a car, and we'll drive upstate

It's affection, always
You're gonna see it someday
My attention's on you
Even if it's not what you need

I think of you, I want you too
I'd fall for you

It's affection, always

Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds

Era un viernes de abril allá por 1943 y Albert se encontraba trabajando en su laboratorio cuando, de repente, la conoció. 

Un ligero roce con su mano fue suficiente para quedarse prendado de ella, pero fue un beso muy medido el que le enganchó por completo. Se llamaba Lucie, y desde ese momento no paró de pensar en ella. Primero se sintió mareado, ¿serían mariposas en el estómago? No podía seguir trabajando, así que cogió su bicicleta y se marchó a casa. Allí siguió inquieto, no podía quitársela de la cabeza. Se le nubló la vista y empezó a imaginar mundos maravillosos de colores en los que Lucie le acompañaba en una bicicleta con diamantes.

Sin embargo, al cabo de dos horas, Albert notó que la euforia fue desapareciendo.

Definitivamente, el LSD que había sintetizado no debía mezclarse con la bici.

Bobby Bob

A worried woman with a worried mind

No one in front of me and nothing behind

There’s a man on my lap and he’s drinking champagne

Got white skin, got assassin’s eyes

I’m looking up into the sapphire-tinted skies

I’m well dressed, waiting on the last train

Standing on the gallows with my head in a noose: Any minute now I’m expecting all hell to break loose

People are crazy and times are strange...

This place ain’t doing me any good

I’m in the wrong town, I should be in Hollywood

Just for a second there I thought I saw something move

Only a fool in here would think he’s got anything to prove

Lot of water under the bridge, lot of other stuff too. Don’t get up gentlemen,I’m only passing through 

I’m locked in tight, I’m out of range...

I’ve been walking 40 miles of bad road

I’ve been trying to get as far away from myself as I can

Some things are too hot to touch

The human mind can only stand so much

You can’t win with a losing hand

Feel like falling in love with the first man I meet, putting him in a wheelbarrow and wheeling him down the street

I used to care, but... things have changed

I hurt easy, and I just show it

You can't hurt someone and not even know it

The next 60 seconds could be like an eternity

Gonna get low down, gonna fly high

All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie

I’m in love with a man who doesn’t even appeal to me

I’m not that eager to make a mistake

People are crazy and times are strange

I’m locked in tight, I’m out of range

I used to care, but... things have changed

By a head

Por una cabeza, todas las locuras,

I'd like to tell you a little tale about a little person whose role models were something taken out of a fairy tale.

su boca que besa, borra la tristeza

Subsequently, this little person's views were so slanted, they had lugged for lustrums until they blindfolded their aims and hopes.

calma la amargura

Although they were not so little anymore, the void proved itself ever harder to fill.

Por una cabeza...

And they lived... Ever after.

Rock lobster

"After that, it got pretty late, and we both had to go, but it was great seeing Annie again. I... I realized what a terrific person she was, and... and how much fun it was just knowing her; and I... I, I thought of that old joke, y'know, the, this... this guy goes to a psychiatrist and says, "Doc, uh, my brother's crazy; he thinks he's a chicken." And, uh, the doctor says, "Well, why don't you turn him in?" The guy says, "I would, but I need the eggs".

Well, I guess that's pretty much now how I feel about relationships; y'know, they're totally irrational, and crazy, and absurd... but I guess we keep goin' through it because, most of us... need the eggs."

- Annie Hall (Woody Allen, 1977)

Sirenia

Up on Melancholy Hill there's a plastic tree
Are you here with me?
Just looking out on the day of another dream

Well you can't get what you want, but you can get me
So let's set out to sea

'Cause you are my medicine when you're close to me

If you can't get what you want, then you come with me

Up on Melancholy Hill sits a manatee
Just looking out for the day when you're close to me

Amarcord 2018

Como no podía ser de otra manera, sigo con mi sexta recapitulación de otro año que nos dice adiós.

Porque 2018 ha sido el año en que...

• Firmé un contrato con una empresa muy reconocida que apostó por mí y, a día de hoy, sigo encantada.
• Vi a mi grupo favorito por el precio más barato que los voy a ver nunca, y además sacaron disco nuevo.
• También pude ver a un par de grupos que tenía muchísimas ganas de ver, ambos americanos.
• Fui a dos bodas en dos países europeos en menos de dos meses.
• Planifiqué un viaje al país que más he visitado con tres días de antelación y salió a pedir de Milhouse.
• Me enamoré de nuevo, recuperé la ilusión con alguien que me gusta hasta el infinito y más allá.
• Seguí patinando siempre que pude, y volví a hacer la San Silvestre con mis amigos.
• Por primera vez cumplí el propósito de ver todas las películas nominadas al Oscar en la categoría principal y todas las que pude de otras, y pudiendo decir con conocimiento de causa que otra película con tintes de comedia negra se merecía a mi parecer el mayor galardón (así como el de actor secundario, el cual sí consiguió).
• Vi una película en apariencia simple y con no más efectos especiales que un disfraz de fantasma hecho con una sábana, evidenciando que no hace falta grandes extravagancias si el guion y las actuaciones son buenas.
• Regresé a ese peculiar pueblecito de Washington, y me encantó (conociendo de paso a un grupo que le canta a los ajolotes y quedándome prendada de ellos).
• También ha sido el año en el que se fraguaron en mi cabecica dos cambios muy significativos que tendrán repercusión este presente 2019 directamente en mi salud.

Veamos cómo se da este año.

Pathos, everywhere